Secret Admirer

Feels so random. Think of you in daily. Can't be brave when I'm close to you. My mouth can't say anything. Silent and be a rock. Looking at you when you stare at another sight. Then turn my head back 3 seconds before your eyes back. After a while, get my body out of around you. Act like I don't care whatever you do and don't feel interested. When I feel it's far enough, I look back at you. Make sure that you're fine, and I'm fine. I mean.. No girls beside you. Hoho. I lose yourself in physic, not soul. Although I don't see you on my eyes, but I do on my mind. Not heart, cause it just benefits to save the feeling. Flashback the moment I saw you. How wonderful the day was. Close to you make me can't move indeed, but my thoughts are rolling on. Imagine if we are close friend, laugh at the idiot things and talk seriously on random topics. But it didn't, doesn't, nev... Hey, It will. Just be patient. God is working out. Believe him, he will gives something wonderful. Maybe it wouldn't for now, but someday. When your laugh is caused by me, my smile is all you hoped. For now, I just think when 'that day' comes. Give different days than before. When I'm not only talking with you on mind, but in real life. Not only save you on mine, but saved by yours.